Below is a list of things that I am struggling with regarding the loss of my beloved sister Liz:
1. Guilt. This is one of my biggies. I feel guilty that I didn't know that she was hurting so badly...that I never chatted with her on Gmail after I found out her gmail address last November...that I only contacted her once after November...that I survived when I was suicidal and she didn't...and that I wasn't able to use my experience to help her...that I wasn't there when she…Continue
Let me start with last Thanksgiving. The day itself was a normal one for me. But I guess after I left my sister told our parents that she was getting a divorce.
We came over on Saturday for dinner. However...we weren't there very long before we all heard my sister arguing with my mother. I had never heard my sister go off quite like that before. I had absolutely no idea what to do!! Oh how now I wish that I had tried to get her to talk to me!
Added by Christine Bastone on April 7, 2012 at 3:12pm — No Comments