Diana Garcia's Blog – November 2010 Archive (4)

so I got through the first one... but just barely

So this was the first Thanksgiving without my Daddy. I was so scared that I would lose it.

I just felt like I was walking around blind. I basically did what was expected

of me. To be cheerful and the go to girl. And I was for the days up to but the day that got to me

was my daddy' s birthday. The day after Thanksgiving was my daddy's birthday . We had a dinner , and wrote messages to my dad on balloons and let them go. I laughed a little because it seemed like I wrote a whole… Continue

Added by Diana Garcia on November 28, 2010 at 7:30pm — No Comments

The Holidays

The holidays are right around the corner and I'm just NOT ready. Thanksgiving, my daddy's birthday, my birthday, Christmas, New Years .. I'm just NOT READY

Added by Diana Garcia on November 23, 2010 at 11:45pm — No Comments

2 months

I have been dreading today.. It marks 2 months that my daddy has been gone.

Amazingly I wasn't crying today, I was remembering all of our silly sayings and it made me smile.



My dad would always tell us.. " do you remember when you was big and I was little ?" ( we never got that one, but it would make us laugh ) , or for no reason he would just yell " hotdog !" ( we always thought he was hungry )

or " your a fast little motor scooter !" , " I remember when I was a pebble " (… Continue

Added by Diana Garcia on November 3, 2010 at 11:51pm — No Comments

just this past week

okay.. I've gotten through the first couple of weeks.. If you can even call it that..

The past week has been REALLY hard. It dawned on me that the holidays are literally right around the corner.

I use to enjoy the thought of Thanksgiving , Christmas, and New Years.

Now ....I'm just scared.

I've been told "your so strong , I'm not sure I could be that strong "

I don't know if I'm that strong..I feel like I'm losing it.

It's the 1st and two days from now it will be 2… Continue

Added by Diana Garcia on November 1, 2010 at 9:54pm — No Comments

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