well at this writing loss has permeated my life once again. I am not feeling sorry for myself but at times am overwhelmed at the amount of it going on. I lost a cousin a few weeks ago and then a co worker to a suicide. AS we age, we continue to lose people we love all the time. It never gets easier. I am still in the stages of grieving for my aunt and now the other two losses have just added to it.
I havent lost my appreciation for all the beauty and wonder of life. I am closer to… Continue
Added by pamela Nunez-Pitzer on April 9, 2011 at 2:22am —
Grief, loss, dying death crossing over they all mean the same thing. We come into this world knowing we are here but a short time and then people say our real life begins. my faith and sense of reality have been challenged again. Ive lost alot of cherished loved ones in my life. Its been over twenty years since i lost my grandmother, now i think of her fondly and cherish all she taught me. I feel her presence at times when im working at my nursing job. Now after only a month today after… Continue
Added by pamela Nunez-Pitzer on February 4, 2011 at 7:59am —
The year was 1989, i was in school and my friend and I met this beautiful man and he took us on a boat ride and late night swim, he was full of life and very adventurous. I saw him again a few times after that night, unfortunately I couldnt be with this man because it wasnt the right time. The years went by i met my husband had a child, but always wondered what happened to him. I had a dream about him the other night. I couldnt believe it, i hadnt though of him in years. I looked up his name,… Continue
Added by pamela Nunez-Pitzer on May 9, 2010 at 1:56pm —
well here it is our birthday month, I used to peruse the thrift shops and yard sales and pick out clothes that I knew you would like. I found myself doing this just the other day at a thrift shop me, mom and you went to one day. we had so much fun going from shop to shop and finding fun things. When we were in the car we would listen to the oldies station and you and mom would sing at the top of your lungs! I have so many fun memories esp of when you lived with us in seattle. I can hear your… Continue
Added by pamela Nunez-Pitzer on August 10, 2009 at 11:23pm —
while i was at ecstatic dance on sunday i had a moment of clarity. I realized vicky's death caused a shift in my life and others. My mother adopted her dogs bringing a newfound happiness and purpose to her life. I feel vicky is released into the cosmos and her love is shining on me like a true godmother. After she died i learned more and more about all her accomplishments and honors. I was so surprised because she never mentioned them to me. She didnt brag, instead she let others shine in their… Continue
Added by pamela Nunez-Pitzer on July 28, 2009 at 11:26am —
i just saw my beloved madrina two days before her death. I took the last pictures of her. Had i known i would have stayed longer at her house, I loved her and cant believe she is gone to the other side. my heart is aching and i cant stop crying. god bless u madrina.
Added by pamela Nunez-Pitzer on July 20, 2009 at 2:27pm —