You were a wonderful man ,father,brother,theres so much i want to say     I LOVE YOU ,I miss you , I wanted to take your hurt away.You are an Angel in Heaven now lookin down on us ,I know God has you safe with him in his arms ,theres not a day that goes by my heart doesnt hurt,or I dont cry we miss you so .You will always be in our hearts ,LOVE DADDY,MAMA,AUSTIN JACOB,AND MELINDA…

im going back down hill again i have my good days and bad yesterday and today have been my really bad days were everything just runs thru my head it still feels like a nightmare i cant wake out of i dont understand any of this why why why is he gone why did he go the way he did i feel so alone so empty i miss him everyday thta goes by seems it just getd harder and harder to go on without him we were seperated when i was 4 yrs old i was put into a foster home my mom gave me up we were put…