I lost my fiance Feb. 26, 2008. The day befor I gave birth to our son. We were going to be getting married June 2009. I am still haveing a hard time with this every now and then. I am still finding myself going through crying spells, and my son who will be 3 in Feb looks at me, and comes running to give me a big hug. I try not to break down infront of him but sometimes I just cant hold back. Since his birth I have had Preston who is my son all the time so I never really got the time to grieve,… Continue