I lost my oldest child and only son on January 30th. Just over 3 short months ago. This weekend I will face my first Mother's Day without either my son and my mom has been gone for some time now. I feel so utterly alone! I feel as if the rest of the world has moved on, forgotten about him and forgotten my pain. When I express my pain I'm told that I have to be strong because I still have a beautiful daughter and husband who need me. This just makes me feel worse! Now I feel guilty…Continue
It's been 4 months now since my Andy passed on Yet it seems like time stopped back on January 30 2012. That is NOT a day I would have chosen for time to stop and stand still. Why not 4 years ago? Why doesn't time ever stop and stand still on happier times?
At the same time I can't believe it's been 4 months. It's like I'm caught in a time bubble while the rest of the world is flying past at warp speed. I don't know how I feel. My emotions are like being caught up in a giant…Continue
Added by Lori Jones-Andy's mom on May 1, 2012 at 4:39am — No Comments