i lost my husband on march 27 2010. then i lost the only grandpa i ever knew on may 16 2010. we have 8 kids and i just feel so lost.im doing every thing im suposed to do ,work, taking care of the kids, taking care of the house, and the animals i do write in a journal when i feel i need to and i read the bible when i can.but i do pray every night.i'm very spiritial and trying to give it all to god to handle for me but not too good at just being quit and letting someone else take the reins. also… Continue