I lost my fiance Feb. 26, 2008. The day befor I gave birth to our son. We were going to be getting married June 2009. I am still haveing a hard time with this every now and then. I am still finding myself going through crying spells, and my son who will be 3 in Feb looks at me, and comes running to give me a big hug. I try not to break down infront of him but sometimes I just cant hold back. Since his birth I have had Preston who is my son all the time so I never really got the time to grieve, and its just been a rocky road for me. He died of a massive heart attack in his sleep. I woke up and found him gone, and now that seem to be the picture I have of him in my head, and I guss it because its the last time I seen him, I just wish I could get rid of the vision. I miss him so very much, and I know when the time comes for me to explain to my son about his dad is going to be a very hard day for me. I will never forget the good time we had together, and he will always be a part of me. I know hes looking down on us.

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Comment by Daisy Jane Hagie on January 10, 2011 at 10:46pm
Hi Crystal, I just read your post and I was so shocked because our stories of our fiances are almost alike. My fiance passed away the day after our son was born, which was on October 8th, 2008. My son will be 3 on October 8th. It is still very hard for me having to live without him in my life, but I will never forget him, neither. My heart goes out to you and just remember that he will always be apart of you. Best wishes, Daisy

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