I'm trying so hard to make each day a day not centered around you dying.
I miss you so much.
This is a way to help me to let some of this pain out. It chokes me so deep,. That sometimes i don't think I can take a deep breath.
I've allowed your passing to become my whole life. The other things I do in the day. Are just done. Than I can come here to Legacy and work on your site.
I tell myself its to help. That once I get it to were its done i will walk in the sun. I will garden . I will vacuuem. I will go out and have dinner.
Someday it will be done. Right now, I'm not sure how to not do this. I miss you .