...and tonight is one of those times. My partner & best friend, of 20 years, a few weeks ago suddenly & without warning went back to bed, in the early morning, and never woke up. It's a much longer story, but I wanted to get that much out. I'm so tired of crying, my eyes ache. I have a few good moments, followed by an unexpected avalanche of horrrible feelings & disbelief. I have to wander thru the house & see if he's in his chair. Thank you for letting me vent here tonight. I'll come back when I can type a bit more. I'm grateful to be where I am not alone, but it's heart breaking that so many of us are going through this. Good night for now, New Sophia.