U were my mother and my best friend now ur gone for good u were so complicated and so misunderstood. I know the burden u carried was heavy but now u passed it down 2 me all ur unhappy feelings and all us misery. Now im left with all these questions the hows and the whys i must accept the fact u chose 2 die. I dont know what made u do it maybe 2 much pride i just wish u would have stuck it out long enough 2 c me b a bride. Oh how i miss u mom these tears i cant control u will never get 2 c my babys and i will never c u grow old. U were my mother and my best friend now ur gone 4 good now im the one left so complicated and so misunderstood!