mom why did you leave me that day? i thought that time went by id be fine, but i was a fool to think that way. who am i without you? i don't even know, it scares me to think of what direction i will go. without your guidance and without your love i am a ticking time bomb. i don't know if the decisions i make are right or if there wrong.i made you such a big part of me and now i don't know who to be.i wish i could talk to you one more time and ask you what to do, but I'm stuck here without you. its been over a year yet still i hear your voice echoing in my brain. the tears the fears the wisdom over the years, in me you'll always remain. thought time would heal but still i feel the enormous amount of pain.