Here we are almost a year now and nothing has changed for the good....... Dose it get anybetter? I'm so lost without Lauri all I do is spend a little time with my daughter and grandkids. When I leave them i go home and do nothing but lay in bed and think about all the things we use to do. Still not sleeping much nor eatting much. I seen a shooting star and made a wish that did'nt happen. All I want is to see her again and ask her how she could do something like this to us........ Monday was her birthday and not being able to spend it with her was soooo HARD.