i never thought the loss of a mother would be as painful as it has been for me. i hurt deep in my heart. my sadness goes beyond words. i feel like i'm walking in air, i cannot concentrate nor sleep. i think about her constantly and this brings tears to my eyes. i get worse as the days pass and i'm wondering if it is true that time will heal. i will forever miss my mother. my days are empty and at this time, i have nothing to look forward to. i know it is said that you must let go, but how can this possibly be? how can you start?