Today marks the 16 months that you are gone. we still miss you so much and wish we could have one moment to talk to you or give you one last hug. We are hanging in there as best we can. It seems like yesterday some days and then it seems like its been so long ago. I hate it. I dont know how long it will be before we are really ok with all this.
We are on our way to visit you today. We hope you are watching. Gram was over this morning. I still sleep late as usual. I have those days when I just dont want to get up. I hate the quietness and the lonlyness. I keep thinking you are going to call or come in the door at lunch time or after work. I know it wont happen. Just keep watching over all and send signs as you have done in the past. There will be tears again today as everyday, but we dont want to make you sad. I have read that it is so beautiful up there that when we get there too,we will not want to come back. I hope that is true. Well, you be good up there and I hope you have been a greeter to those who have just left this earth like you were greeted when you arrived. Send some sunshine now and then, its been cold down here, lol.
Luv ya so much. Huggs and kisses. kiss the babies while they sleep. we will always tell them about you.
love mom and dad