Since the overdose and loss of my best friend my mind seems to have split and lost all reasoning. I have been doing things to ruin my own life and I don't seem to care much. I keep getting into trouble-police,financial,relationship-wise, I'm going to blow it all if I don't get a grip. My B.D. is the 28 and I don't really care. Because he's not here.

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Comment by DEL ROGERS on January 27, 2010 at 10:16pm
LISA MARIE; NOW YOU SOUND BETTER , I KNO IT'S SO HARD- I GET DOWN TOO, THIS SUPPORT GROUP IS HELPING ME . I THINK ENCOURAGING OTHERS IS ACTUALLY ENCOURAGING ME !!KEEP YOUR FAITH & HANG IN THERE - WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER . I HAVE A WONDERFUL HUSBAND ,THE FATHER OF MY CHILDREN - BUT IT SEEMS NEITHER OF US CAN HELP THE OTHER IN OUR GRIEF- WE EACH HAVE TO GET THRU IT ON OUR OWN - BUT BEING THERE FOR EACH OTHER HELPS !EVERY DAY IS A NEW DAY & A CHANCE TO BECOME STRONGER !!!
Comment by Lisa Marie Wawrzynski - (Liska) on January 27, 2010 at 9:25pm
Dear Del thank you for the sound advice and the birthday wish! I am not alone on this night and have support from a couple places. I do have a lot of faith and nothing will shake it. I just get down sometimes. God Bless Liska
Comment by DEL ROGERS on January 27, 2010 at 9:08pm
LISA MARIE; IF YOU WILL LET US MAYBE THE REST OF US CAN HELP YOU THRU THIS. FIRST OF ALL YOU MUST PUSH YOURSELF TO TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF- IF YOU DON'T-NO ONE ELSE CAN ! WE ALL KNOW & UNDERSTAND HOW YOU ARE FEELING & ALL THE DIFFERENT EMOTIONS YOU ARE GOING THRU RITE NOW !BUT YOU MUST TRUST THE LORD TO GIVE YOU STRENGTH & ABILITY TO KEEP ON GOING & HE WILL IF YOU PUT YOUR TRUST IN HIM. I ADMIT WE CAN'T SEE HOW OR WHAT HE IS DOING TO HELP AT THIS MOMENT BUT THERE IS WHERE TRUST FITS IN . JUST KNOWING GOD WE KNOW HE IS ABLE TO HELP US & HE PROMISED IN HIS WORD" HE WOULD NEVER LEAVE US NOR FORSAKE US "-THO WE CANNOT SEE HIM WE MUST TAKE HIM AT HIS WORD & BELIEVE HE IS WORKING ON OUR BEHALF- WE ARE NOT WISE ENUF TO TELL HIM HOW TO DO IT , & WE HAVE TO LEARN TO BE PATIENT -THAT IS HARD FOR ME TOO ! TRY TO NOT HANG AROUND THE WRONG PEOPLE THAT MAY BRING MORE BAD STUFF DOWN ON YOUR HEAD,& WATCH WHO YOU PUT YOUR TRUST INTO. STAY SOBER & ALERT TO WHERE YOU CAN MAKE SENSIBLE DECISIONS AT ALL TIMES.PRAY THAT GOD WILL MOVE ON YOUR BEHALF FOR YOUR FINANCES, I HAVE TO TOO- WE ALL DO ! MY SON HAD NOT ONE CENT OF LIFE INSURANCE WHEN HE DIED & WE ARE RETIRED & HAVE TO BE CAREFUL W/ OUR FINANCES. SO WE ASK GOD TO MAKE A WAY FOR US TO TAKE CARE OF SEVERAL THOUSAND DOLLARS, FOR WE PUT OUR SON AWAY BEATIFULLY & GOOD- GOD HAS ANSWERED OUR PRAYERS & THE BILL IS ALL PAID & HIS HEAD- STONE WAS UP & FULLY PAID WITHIN 7 WKS AFTER HIS DEATH !GOD WILL MAKE A WAY WHEN WE ASK HIM & FULLY TRUST HIM ! ASK GOD TO SEND THE RITE PERSON TO YOU TO BE A GOOD MATE FOR YOU - HE CAN DO THAT TOO !! I TOO WILL BE PRAYING FOR YOU "TO GET A GRIP"AND ALSO " HAPPY BIRTHDAY "& GOD BLESS YOU !!
PLEASE PUT ON A SMILE & IT WILL HELP YOU TOO & MAKE UP YOUR MIND THAT "THIS IS THE FIRST DAY OF THE REST OF MY LIFE & I AM GOING TO BE HAPPY !!"

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