I am alive but numb. It feels like there will never be joy again in my life without my mom. I feel hatred to people I dont know who say the stupid Christian things like "God called your mother, he needed her, shes in heaven...." etc Yeah right, he gave her a miserable life with a painful end after her being such a kind person all her life, and then took her from me, now jeepers...may he give me the strength to bear my loss!
Do I need a stupid impersonal cyber greeting card with a dancing bear giving a hug from a mother in law who is a genuine as her son? My own mother was a person who would have actually called someone- I just felt it was soo a slap in the face. Sorry but I am feeling a lot of anger and rage