On the 23rd of last month I lost my wife of 37 years.We met in 1970 In 71 we decided to run from very bad child hoods. We made it through every thing life throw at us and rased two awsom son who gave us two grand babies Missy "C" who is now 4 years old ad Jewl who is 6 mo.. She loved being a grandma it was so unfair that she had to go now.I would gladly change places with her. I wake up alone and wonder about my day just to go to bed alone. I ask why go on a part of my sole was ripped from my chest. I still see her as I found her that day why her and not me.