Last night I had a dream that I was caring for my son in the hospital the was the last time I saw him after that lady collided with his motorcycle.
It was so real we was almost to healing then out of nowhere a coffin appeared in my dream I woke up crying. We should not have to go through this life with all the pain (of death) that I read about. Yes it is a difference when it is unexpected no prior illness someone else fault that is hard to get over because of that person your child will not see their future or adulthood. Yes I'm angry and until I come to terms with all this I will stay angry. It is hard to talk to other family members if you have experience it you can not and will not understand the deep deep pain that will be within your heart and soul.Maybe one day I'll be able to get back to my religious beliefs, only time will tell.I wonder why give life if your going to take it so soon.