Kevin
today is 4 weeks and it is every bit as hard as the day I found you dead not a day has gone by with out you on my mind you know Kevin I can't drive without my I-pod and songs I use to listen to that made me happy just don't have the same happy beat anymore and other song have way to much meaning now songs like Diamond Rio ( ONE MORE DAY ) LeAnn Rimes ( HOW DO I LIVE ) that song that we use to listen to on every year on Sept 1 Faith Hill ( breathe )but the song that really hits home is Faith Hill ( "There You'll Be" ) Just all the words just all the meaning to the words fits you like a glove right to a tee. I can't say it any better 4 years of what you help me deal with Kevin there is no way I could of ever done it without you all those words of support I know we helped each other with a lot of stuff It is just every time I listen to this song and I know we saw the movie together and we both like the song but now when I hear the words ( I hear the words ) and it makes me think of you it makes me wish I would of said Thank you more often it makes me wish I would of said I love you a few more times or a Kiss just because I guess people don't realize how much you have someone or even something until you don't have it anymore it takes losing the one you were going to spend the rest of your life with to open up peoples eyes and not takes it for granted. I know in my heart and I know in your heart that we love one another and I know Sarah knows that you love her so very much she even said today that you are a very special man and she said she was very lucky that she has you to love
Well for anyone reading this I just want everyone to know that Kevin Conatty is was and will always be one of the best I don't think be the BEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPEN IN MY LIFE AND I think the words to this song states how I feel.
"There You'll Be"

When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I'll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be


Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me


'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
For always

Kevin I love you 4 ever I miss you more then words can even say
ALL MY LOVE 4 EVER
WENDY