I guess I am angry at myself more then anyone, or the kid that killed my child. It is real bad for me right now. I know it is all in GODS plan and I am perfectly fine with that. But my Daughter is having troubles sleeping and we are 400 miles apart. It is driving me crazy for real that I can't wake up from this nightmare. Life is full of curves, ONE LOVE MARQUE

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Comment by DARLENE GRANT on April 25, 2010 at 11:51pm
AS TIME GOES BY, YOU WILL SEE THE DIFFERENCE WITHIN YOURSELF UF YOU BELIEVE IN GOD. HE HAS BROUGHT ME FROM A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN, AND STILL TRYING TO HOLD MY BODY FROM BREAKING, BUT THIS IS PART OF OUR GRIEFING PROCESS. TIME ALONE HELPS AT THE BEGINNING BECAUSE YOU GOT TO REALIZE HES GONE, AND IS NOT COMING BACK, BUT TO KNOW HE WOULD WANT YOU TO GET STRONG SO HE WOULD BE ABLE TO SHOW YOU HIS SELF IN YOUR DREAMS AND MEMORIES AGAIN, HE'S NOT GONE NOR FORGOTTEN, AND GOD GIVES THAT GREAT MOMENT TO REMEMBER THEM. MY DAUGHTER IS NOT COMNG BACK HOME EITHER, I WAIT FOR ONE YEAR AND GOD LET ME KNOW THAT SHE'S IN HIS HAND, SO DON'T WORRY, AND TEARS WILL ALWAYS FALL, NO MATTER HOW MANY YEARS GO BACK, ITS ONE THING TO BREAK IN HALF, AND HAVE NOTHING TO REMEMBER BUT ANOTHER TO JUST FORGET THE WHOLE SITUATION, THAT IT HAS HAPPEN. I TAKE MYSELF ON BIBLE STUDIES THAT HAVE REALLY MADE ME STRONG, AND KNOWING THAT MY BABY WOULDN'T WANT TO SEE ME CRYING ALL THE TIME, SO I HAVE LEARN TO START CRYING AT CERTAIN TIMES, A REALLY GOOD CRY WHEN YOUR EYESN ARE SWOLLEN FROM YOUR TEARS, THOSE HEAVY TEARS HAS TO FALL, I BELIEVE TO GET TO THE REGULAR ONES. AND IT DOES GET EASY. CALL HIS NAME AND SPEAK TO HIM, HE MAY BE RIGHT NEXT TO YOU AND KNOW THAT HE CAN'T TALK OR TOUCH US, SO I TALK TO HER OUTSIDE WHEN I SEE BSTARS, MOON, BIRDS, AND HEAR CERTAIN SOUNDS, THAT SHE'S SPEAKING TO ME IN BTHOSE KINDA WAYS.

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