i lost my husband on march 27 2010. then i lost the only grandpa i ever knew on may 16 2010. we have 8 kids and i just feel so lost.im doing every thing im suposed to do ,work, taking care of the kids, taking care of the house, and the animals i do write in a journal when i feel i need to and i read the bible when i can.but i do pray every night.i'm very spiritial and trying to give it all to god to handle for me but not too good at just being quit and letting someone else take the reins. also i think it goes, god helps those who help themselves but now i have to move with almost no money and i dont know how or where to turn or what to do. i cant stop crying!!!!!! just when i think im about to get through 1 day without crying here it comes.i feel like i should be stronger than this for my kids.yes i miss my husband he is my heartbeat and now that is torn out but i have to go on for the kids but how can i if all they ever see me doing is crying.i dont know how all of you feel about being spiritial but i do feel him he does little things that let me know hes here and most of the time that helps me get thru the day.but sometimes my missing him overrules everything else.
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