Today evening it is going to be six months. I am up since 4 a.m. wondering if there is anything I can do to turn the clock six months back. I would just stay home with you not leaving you alone for a moment. I would do everything in my power to keep you. Today I won't hold you back because you have a path to follow. You follow your destiny and I will hurt because that is mine destiny. Families are useless because when you really need them they are never there. Neither one of your brother or either one of my sister knows what it is like to suffer like this. They don't even remember that it is six months today. I miss you so much........... You know we all love you.