My Heart Is Hurting!

Today evening it is going to be six months. I am up since 4 a.m. wondering if there is anything I can do to turn the clock six months back. I would just stay home with you not leaving you alone for a moment. I would do everything in my power to keep you. Today I won't hold you back because you have a path to follow. You follow your destiny and I will hurt because that is mine destiny. Families are useless because when you really need them they are never there. Neither one of your brother or either one of my sister knows what it is like to suffer like this. They don't even remember that it is six months today. I miss you so much........... You know we all love you.

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Comment by bc on July 13, 2010 at 4:06pm: Hurting, I know what you are going through, I relive the day my Brad left me. Just going to the store, then 30 seconds later as soon as he drove out, he had cardiac arrest and he was gone. If only I could turn back the clock and hugged him (that was the only time he ever left without me) We went everywhere together. He smiled, winked at me and said I'll be home in a few minutes. I don't know what to do without him, we were always side by side, worked together, shopped together, everything. Even at home we sat next to each other, he always wanted me by his side. I know we had a perfect love, many people don't have that, and that's what hurts so bad. People always say they are here for me, but do they call or come over? No, and I don't want to call them. I've found that they were "our" friends, not mine. I don't have any friends and my family always says they are here for me but when I am having a meltdown, they just say, it will be ok. Well, its not OK! I miss him so much and I feel so alone without him, but now on this site I feel I have found some friends who really do understand. God Bless yu, email me at: bchamberlain@wi.rr.com.