I have made a critical life decision recently. I have been living with my son, his wife and my grandson for the last six months. We all moved in together in Nashville, TN thinking that it would be good for me to be around my closest family. It was OK in the beginning because I really was numb and had no clue which way to turn. Now, after six months has passed, I am beginning to realize that I need a life of my own again. I love my family, but they need to be on their own and I really need to be on my own. I believe it is the only way I can survive. I am moving back to my home town in Roanoke, VA next month. So this will be my third move in six months. Do I need anymore stress? Seriously, I do believe that this will give me the peace and solace I need to heal from this loss and begin to make a new life for myself. I have some family and friends and business associates there. I know the streets. I know the parks the libraries the movie theaters and restaurants. I can find something there that is familiar to me...something that feels like home again.