Here I am again reflecting. Thank God I have a full life, but yet, I don't feel complete. A huge part of me left 5 months ago. Although I continue some of the things we did, those moments are bittersweet. I have him in my thoughts, but long for his physical presence.
As I let go of some of the pain, I try to make room for others who were not as blessed as I to have had a partner that enjoyed going out and doing simple, and not expensive things. This week, I heard a woman say she had never gone to Barnes and Nobles and I Hop. I had an opportunity to take her. No I did not enjoy it in the way my husband and I did, but I think I felt blessed. I never realized there are adults who just never did those mundane things.