Hey y'all, l am new to this group.l really do not know what to do so l will begin with my loss. My husband, Leonard, passed away on March 29,2020. I knew he was getting weaker, you see he has had heart disease ,diabetes and was having trouble with his back . l knew that probably he would die before me. I was not prepared on that Sunday morning he would die.I fell apart. With the Covid 19, we didn't have the support we needed. My sons fell apart. We could only have a graveside service. Since then l have a very hard time. My heart hurts so bad l feel like I'm having a heart attack. I can't make decisions or focus. I cry for no reason.. I don't know how to start a new life without my husband. I need help.