My brother died today in his sleep and this is the worst even that has happened to me in my life am in the military and gratful it di dnot happen while i was deployed to iraq..I dont know how to deal with this am crying on minute and am okay the next...i have 2 more brother now i cant say i have 3 now i have to say 2 this is crazy this is not how life is suspoe to be he was only 24 just turned 24 less than a month ago..why couldent god take something less meaningful from me then my family,,i just talked to him 2 nights before he died..but 2 weeks brfore that i had a premonition that he was goign to die that what kills me the most and the last night me and my mother talked on thew phone for almost 3 hours about him my other told me she thinks hes goign to die and the next day he did ..someoen help with you thougths i dont ehat to think or how to feel my emothins are up and down cant sleep i just cry a