Its going to be me a year on November 21, 2011 lest than 2 moths away since my husband passed. I life hasn't changed. I still stay home on the weekends by myself with the dogs and no one to talk too. It seem that its going to be that way til the day i die. My work is good. My finanical situation is kinda of tough right now. Going from paycheck to paycheck. And sometimes that isn't enough. I have no true friends. They were all my husband's and they don't even call me since he died. I just wonder if life should so be this lonely. Can't trust anyone these days. So why be here. No i am not suicidal just depressed. But i guess that you can die from a lonely heart and that's probably what i will die from if something doesn't get me first. My whole family is in my profile pic. I am the only one alive. It sucks the big one.