Well, hello again Amy. I just want to say that we, gram, gram, me and missy attended a baby shower for your bro Mike and Angel. My sisters didnt make it, but will get a gift when he is born. Diane, had car problems and didnt make it.
Of course they are having a boy to add to her 3 other kids. He is so happy finally. I still cant get it in my head why you are not here to go to these events and I still cant do holidays like we used to. I avoid them if I can. Nadia had a 3rd birthday, but we didnt get over to see her. She too is getting big and so smart. Little chatter boxes her and Cecelia are. Speaking of babies, two of your friends are also going to have new babies. As happy as this all makes us, we are still sad that we will never have a grandbaby from you. But yes, we do have all the great and happy memories of your smiling face to keep us going, as hard as it is. Say hi to gramp and family up there. We miss them too.
Dad has been really bad or moody and most of it, 99 percent is due to losing you. The other is probably bills, car repairs, working long hours and worrying about things that as I tell him, we can change. We cant change the fact that you have gone Home!! We all hear that you are ok and do not have a care in the world, but down here, it still hurts. We still and always will have a hole in our hearts that we hope grows smaller and smaller but not small enough to forget our love for you.
Everyone tries to help us through, in one way or the other. It helps for a while, but then we have to come back to this empty house. I wish things would just ease up a little. I know Angels dont care about the stuff we put up with here, so I wont go on about it, lol.
Everyone misses and loves you so much. They send there love in different ways, I hope you see all that they do in your memory.
Send your hugs and shine down on the babies and keep them safe.
Signing off for now.
love mom and dad forever and ever til we meet again.