Birthday Hugs to the Heavens above, My Bunzy!!!

Here we go again...another birthday down.  I cannot believe we have made our way through a second birthday day without you here.  The emptiness and loneliness do not seem to go away.  If I had one birthday wish for you it would be to have our wonderful life back so that we can finish living out our fairlytale and finally have our true forever.

I will love you ~Always and Forever~

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Comment by Susan Mayer on January 26, 2011 at 3:07pm

Hi Marlena - I just re-read the main post on your page and was struck by how your experience mirrors mine.  Mornings are the worst; thank Heaven I'm sleeping reasonably well.  But the breathlessness, the ache in the chest - I experience all this, too.  I am sorry that the sense of loneliness and emptiness are still with you.  At less than 5 months since Steve died, needless to say those feelings are still very much with me. 

I am starting to think about selling my house; it's too much space for me and too much to manage (I have a disability).  It will be hard; we were married in this house, but I won't rush into it.  I just want to plan, given the bad housing market.  So, I just called my realtor to schedule a time to talk and plan; she sold us our house and knew Steve.  When she expressed her condolences, she noted that it was so obvious Steve and I were in love.  Yes, we were.

I still love Steve, but he'd want me to move forward.  I'm trying, but it's hard.  I hope you're well. - Susan

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