Much has happened since my husband passed away. I moved away trying to start a new life for myself.  Since moving things have been very hard and difficult.  I am barely making it financially, my health has gotten worse, nothing is ever easy. I've changed. I am no longer that happy person who looked forward to life with my husband. I have become sinicle and bitter. I have lost my ambition and no longer care if I do anything. One day is just like the other. These are my changes. Do I like them "NO".  It's just the way it is. I stopped living the day my husband died I just didn't know it.  People whom I thought were friends have turned their back on me and even betrayed me for their own selfish reasons. I am alone now and very unhappy. Everyone keeps telling me that things will get better. Well, they haven't. The changes keep getting worse. So much for changes.