Want to make yourself miserable today? Of course you don't!! But if you did, a great way would be to try to figure out what and where you are going to be in your life a month from now, a year from now, 5 years from now --- and if you will be ok, and how things will EVER possibly work out and if everything is just going to come crashing down one of these days --- to worry worry worry.
But you want to be happy, so you are not going to do that, right?
Please remember, lovely soul, that sometimes all that we REALLY know is that we are ok today. That is all that we NEED to know! SO TODAY is a great place to focus our energy. Please remember that sometimes all we can see is the very next step, so it's ok if all of our energy is simply focused on the very next step, not on the dark uncertainty that seems to stretch out beyond that step.
YOU ARE OK RIGHT NOW. Isn't that beautiful? You might WISH you were somewhere else, and you might not FEEL 100% ok, but if you really think about it, you have everything you need at this moment, even if it is just enough to survive this moment. And tomorrow you will have everything you need too. You have made it to now, and you have been tough and resilient through all of it. You will continue to make it, and you will continue to have what you need to make it.
Faith is believing in things that we can not see yet, but yet we KNOW in our hearts exist. Keep the faith, beautiful friend, even if it's just a tiny little smidgen of faith. Keep it, don't let anything take it away from you.
Because let's face it --- you made it through yesterday, you are making it through today, and you will undoubtedly make it through tomorrow. You will.
Try to smile your way through it. It will make all the difference in the world. :)