Dear Amy, we miss you and grandma so much each and every day and today is one of the special days. Happy Easter in Heaven. There is not much more to say. We only hope that you know all of what is happening in our lives and that somehow we will all make the right decisions.
We have no idea how things would have been had you been here, but I am sure they would have been much happier and better in all ways. All the plans we had are gone. Not much we can do about it now. Each day is a struggle living without you coming and going, calls, etc but we somehow wake up each morning to another day to tread thru. Dad is not good at times and I dont know what to do to ease his pain, because I too am going thru it. He plans on retiring soon, he just hates working anymore. He has lost his purpose in life since you left. You definitely have to be in a better place than this earthly world.
He had work and so its quiet around here. Mike is back and having a few problems. We hope in our hearts all will work out and we will get to see Mike Jr soon. Its one of those things that gets out of control and we just have to sit back and wait to see how it all works out.
Cecelia is probably having a good time with her Easter basket and stuff. She is getting so big and smart, thats for sure.
Spring is here and it puts that newness on everything, but it also reminds us of another year without our loved ones that have gone, and you are the most special of them all. I plan on planting some flowers, not too late this year like I did last year. You know how you and I always procrastinate, lol. It still has gotten cold here tho. Will wait a few more days or so. We didnt put much at your grave, because you are here in our hearts. We do keep up with it and at times there is no place to put anything, everyone always stops by to put a little something. Who would ever have thought this would have to be this way, visiting a grave instead of an apartment, it sucks, let me tell you!!!
The college will be having their dedication thingy soon and I am hoping we can get thru it. They are paying to have you name on a plaque along with others in memory at the dental building.
Oh, by the way, Cheryl and John had a girl and they named her Sophia Lynn. After part of you. We will send them a gift card soon. Again, procrastinating and of course waiting for a check.
Well, going to go for now, give hugs to grandpa on his Angel day, 4/11. We cant believe its been 20 yrs.
I have to call gram later to see how she is doing. We are not having any kinda dinner. WE havent dont that much at all since you left. The family is just not the same.
Know that we love and miss you so much. XXXXXXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOO
send some signs, even if in little ways