It's hard for me. Going out with friends shopping and watching them buy gifts for there wife's. Wish I could for mine. Christmas was such a fun holiday for my wife and I. We would start early in morning and then when done go home with take out. Lite a fire in fireplace and relax. Do that over and over again until we were done. She was so easy to get for just a Michael C bag. Even when she would tell me which one she wanted she would still act surprised when she opened it. Loved her for that. Going to be a hard x mas morning without her.