to those out there I've had the pleasure to meet on this website though under the worst of circumstances with the loss of our children, and to those i have yet to meet, i wish you all happy holidays. i myself cant bring myself to decorate for xmas but will do so for my grand children. this year seems harder than the first year without my daughter nicole and i hope it goes by quickly. anyway enough about me. Merry Christmas to you all and Happy new Year!!