Hello my Beautiful Boy
Today marks 2 years that I received a call no mother ever wants to hear. I remember the time, the place, the disbelief, the agony, and the Hearing of my Heart break…….Everything is now measured by “Before I lost Brett” and “After I lost Brett” You cross my mind so many times a day. Memories; even small things like being in a store and thinking how much you would have liked something or hearing the laughter of your son sounding so much like you; He has your sense of humor and keeps us all laughing. And Ethan.. when I look at him I see a ghost he is you all over again it’s so uncanny he even has that ‘tilt of the head grin’ and sparkle in his eyes. And your baby…well she’s a “big girl” now at 7 years old she rules the hearts of us all. She can be playing to her heart’s content and then come and ask me “Was my Dad’s voice soft or loud?” I tell her just like his heart….. soft. Brett you would be so proud, they are so beautiful and each one of them carries traits that keep my ‘heart hugged’
My world crashed and burned the day I lost you but I picked up the other half of my heart and stood with all the strength I had and slowly started a new journey. A journey no mother ever wants to be on.
Missing you so very much hun
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