I have had a tough time when it came to the loss of my husband. I was my husbands caretaker for the last three and half years,he had some major medical problems he had two uncureable diseases, one was PAH and pulmonary fibrosis. These diseases took a toll on my husband in more ways than one. I know in my heart that he is not suffering or hurting anymore but I am having a hard time letting go and understanding why I had to lose my husband. I am hoping through this it will help me to find some closeure that will help to get through my grieving process and be able to finally let my husband go.