Hi All,
I am new to this site, and to my new of widowhood.  I lost my best-friend, soul mate, protector and love of my life on 12-10-2012 unexpectedly from a cerebral hemorrhage.  He was only 50yrs old. We would have had our 25th anniversary on May 28, but amazingly We had been together since I was 16 yo.
 
I am at a point where I feel completely empty, alone (my children are grown and both live elsewhere).  My family is very supportive, check on me constantly, and I am employed but keeping busy just puts off the inevitable tears.  I am very lucky to have so much support but it doesn't lessen the complete emptiness, loss and pain in my heart and soul.

I am looking forward to reading your insights, and the grief process we all share albeit in our own way.  Right now I feel as if it will never go away and I just want my husband back.

Thank you for listening
Tammy