It is getting more difficult as the Holidays are approaching. Rex Allen Days in Willcox was really difficult. When the annual event is over, you know that the Holidays are coming soon. I am reacting with panic attacks and random bouts of crying. Halloween at the end of the month. It is so unbelievable that it was one year ago and you dressed as Alice in Wonderland. Everyone who saw you told me that you were the perfect "Alice."