I thought in time it would get easier.....my writing gets me through all of this

as holidays approach the tears become more frequent. I get so tired of hearing the words "fallen angel"......my response thus far:
"There are no fallen angels
for they soar from up above,
They protect their brothers, their families
They protect the ones they love
So when your heart breaks and
you're crying
Look down at your feet do you see them there?
Because they are not our "fallen angels",
they are in heaven with our
God saying prayers
~~~~a work still in progress please be patient my poetry writing gets me through the tough days. I know my "SOARING ANGEL is with me on this one. He inherited my ability to write...so much missed talent. Momee loves you so incredibly much~~~~~I miss my son

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Comment by Megan on November 19, 2010 at 12:48am
Sitting here, 12:59 am, OMG I can see this is going to be another night of sleepless hours, oh its just seconds rolled all into one ticking by on the clock.. Afraid to close my eyes...i shouldnt be sleeping as it just doesnt seem the right thing to do. Last time I saw my son was just weeks before he passed away. He spent weekend with me Valentines Day weekend (he said that his sisters and dad had their loved ones to be with and he wanted to spend Valentines Day with "the woman that mattered most to him." Of course I cried like a baby but it was and always will be the greatest Valentines Day gift I ever recieved and will forever be grateful for.) We talked about his younger days and how he loved the USMC, how at the age of 27 he was going to make a career move and stay in for as long as he could..but God decided after just barely a year to take my son, my only son it. Is it a sin to hold a bit of anger towards God? Hold on!!!!, no wait I lied its not a bit of anger its downright hatred that I keep sending towards the heavens.."Why God did you choose my son, what did he do that was so terribly wrong that you would snatch him from me...my only son, my first born, my best friend. He became an uncle for the first time just 3 months prior to his trip to heaven.I thank you God for giving my grand daughter, (his neice) brief but the most precious time they had together while on his leave. I will always make sure she knows what her uncle was like and Kayleighs mommy will as well. As long as I am on this earth I promise to make that my mission. I may not get into heavens gates to spend my eternal life with my son because of my hatred and anger towards God but maybe he will forgive me for that, afterall Robert will forever be the love of my life and anyone who was in his presence suddenly lit up and it was if all were rejoicing. My beautiful son "momee" loves you so much...stay with me tonight be with me in my much needed sleep. I love you to the moon and back
Momee
Comment by Megan on November 19, 2010 at 12:48am
Sitting here, 12:59 am, OMG I can see this is going to be another night of sleepless hours, oh its just seconds rolled all into one ticking by on the clock.. Afraid to close my eyes...i shouldnt be sleeping as it just doesnt seem the right thing to do. Last time I saw my son was just weeks before he passed away. He spent weekend with me Valentines Day weekend (he said that his sisters and dad had their loved ones to be with and he wanted to spend Valentines Day with "the woman that mattered most to him." Of course I cried like a baby but it was and always will be the greatest Valentines Day gift I ever recieved and will forever be grateful for.) We talked about his younger days and how he loved the USMC, how at the age of 27 he was going to make a career move and stay in for as long as he could..but God decided after just barely a year to take my son, my only son it. Is it a sin to hold a bit of anger towards God? Hold on!!!!, no wait I lied its not a bit of anger its downright hatred that I keep sending towards the heavens.."Why God did you choose my son, what did he do that was so terribly wrong that you would snatch him from me...my only son, my first born, my best friend. He became an uncle for the first time just 3 months prior to his trip to heaven.I thank you God for giving my grand daughter, (his neice) brief but the most precious time they had together while on his leave. I will always make sure she knows what her uncle was like and Kayleighs mommy will as well. As long as I am on this earth I promise to make that my mission. I may not get into heavens gates to spend my eternal life with my son because of my hatred and anger towards God but maybe he will forgive me for that, afterall Robert will forever be the love of my life and anyone who was in his presence suddenly lit up and it was if all were rejoicing. My beautiful son "momee" loves you so much...stay with me tonight be with me in my much needed sleep. I love you to the moon and back
Momee

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