im so glad my sister told me about this website finally somewhere where i can put all my thoughts instead of buyin notebook after notebook after notebook. well in 96 i lost the greatest person who was always there for me. my father. he passed away from cancer, it still makes me cry to this day when i think about him. theres not one night where i dont watch our family cookout dvd, the onli thing i have left of him is the dvd. i get so depprressed when i think about his passing. ino he is in a better place lookin down on us, ino he may not be happy the way i turned out bein a mom at a young age, dropping out, but then ino he thinks about how well i have takin care of my kids and the mother i became, ino he is smiling down on me sayin thats daddys grl<3 luv you daddy so much not a day goes by that i dont think of you