I met my husband when I was 13. Never dated anyone else. We were married 38 years when he past away. My best friend and my security blanket. Since then I have lost my momma (5years) and my daddy (1 years). I have a son and daughter and three grandchildren. I am blessed with 4 Godly grandchildren. I have had many ups and downs. I have gone thru the WHY'S. All I can say is I must draw my strength from God. In closing of my mom and dads estate yesterday, I have never felt so empty. The ones that gave me life and loved me unconditionally are not here. This is a pain that hurts beyond. I know I will conquer these feeling too, just when? All in Gods time and with his help and guidance.