Im new here and hurting bad lost my amy april 22 2015 our anverisity was april 27 were were together 16 years.But in the last year we were together 24 hours a day fighting cancer.God I hate cancer a diease that is so unfair.I just feel so lost without her.it all started out she was getting forgetfull and confused finally got her to go to hospital. me being a guy I just thought it was a thing women go thru boy was iwrong they found a mass on the brain.net day shes getting brain surgery.She says lets geter done.Now its really sinking in 4 hours later dr tells me everything went good but is pretty sure its cancer now we wait. mean while amy waits up after surgery All she can say is the word 2 nothing else just the word 2 trying to talk to me and getting so mad I don t know what she wanted I drew pictures pictures of things I thought she might mean helped alittle.dr tells us it normal its from swelling from the operation and was write got better with each day. Now we get swamped with cancer drs coming in Me and amy decided she did not what to know what dr says I would handle it and she would do treatments. I tried to make her life as normal as possible under the circumtances all she did was worry what would happen to me after she was going it was never about her, She was so brave chemo radition mumiple times.when we first got home from hospital I talked her into letting friend cut what hair that was left off to keep her going thru the horror of all her falling out.got her hats bandanas I could type about her for ever my heart is so broken and I feel so lost and is not getting any easyer

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