In March of this year my husband was diagnosed with gall bladder cancer that had metastasized to his liver given a 3-6 month life expectancy after 3 1/2 months of unbelievable pain and over a month of that a stay in the hospital he passed away on July 15th. I am usually a very strong person but this is just tearing me apart I am scared to talk to friends and family because I dont want to be a bummer and depressed all the time with them. I do feel depressed and very sad I hope and pray and can get better. I miss him and love him very much. He was not only my husband but our whole future revolved around him where is my future now. Thanks for letting me vent.