On Sept. 29, 2010 my beloved husband died after a long illness and on May 6, 2011 my dear daughter died of lupus. It seems as if life keeps knocking me down, but the Lord continues to lift me up. I know where my husband, son and daughter are and am blessed each day with the love that I shared with them. My remaining child grieves me in that she has lost all her siblings and that I cannot imagine. All I can advise if you want to take it in, is stay strong, keep those memories close to your hearts and minds and know that you are not alone in your journey. Talk about your children, keep pictures of them around if you are able, or even when you are able. Learn to laugh again at the silly memories and know that love does not die, it just goes deeper into our souls with each day.