My Dad passed away unexpectedly on 1/27/13. I am not doing well with his death. I miss him everyday. Sometimes I think it gets worse not better I miss him more not less. Just one more day that I cant speak to him one more question I cant ask him, one more thing I cant share with him, god I miss his laughter. I listen to his voicemails often. I have this dream often and in it I am thinking I have not spoken to my Dad in so long I need to call him and someone tells me he is dead and I wake up crying and it sucks!