On July 7th 2010 we lost our youngest child to suicide. He had just turned 20 on June 25th. I will remember that day for the rest of my life. Every detail. Does the pain ever stop? My son was the strongest person I knew. I never thought he would do this to himself. He loved his family very much and he said this in his note but he also loved someone else more and that person would not return those feelings fully. People say in time we will start healing but right now I cant see that far in the future because the pain of loss is so very fresh. I think about my son everyday, every minute of the day sometimes. I still cant believe he is gone and that I will never see his smile or hear his voice again. I love you Luke.