Well, here it is Feb 11th, my 58th birthday and you are not here to celebrate it with me. I know you are somewhere near but I can not touch you. I dream of you now and then. I go over your photos daily. I still cry just looking at them and how happy we all were. We are healing somehow in one way or the other, but things just are not the same or they of course never will be. Dad and I are not doing anything special, just not in the mood. Maybe next year will be better.
Grams 81st birthday is saturday. And then Aveena's is sunday. She is 13 already. I haven't seen her much but I talk to her now and then. She is growing fast as is her little sister, Nadia who is 2 now. You and they are the most special of all the kids. Most girls are of course. And Cecelia too. I so wish she got to know you. We tell her all the time about you. She knows you are in Heaven. but how do we explain that to her?
Well, I am at a loss for more words. I just will miss you so much. I miss your funny cards that you would have gotten me but I know you are here in spirit.
I will blow out some candles and be thinking of you