well its been a year tomorrow sense i lost my husband and its been a struggle i will never forget.. i go from blaming myself to blaming my husband for leaveing  me here to deal with all this pain.. my kids judge me they dont listen they think i should be ok an just forget it.. you cant be with someone 30 yrs and just  forget it all .. his family wont talk to me they act like its my fault ..he died of heart failure they would never see him in the hospital it was me and my daughter there by hisside all the time.. it still hurts like it was yesterday .. i meet friends my kids dont approve of them..  there the wrong race or something.. when do i start to heal? when can i be happy again ? I JUST NEED HELP UNDERSTANDING THIS ALL...  please keep me in your prayers .. if anyone has advice for me feel free to contact me here or my email  scobby4067@yahoo.com

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Comment by Deb on June 15, 2011 at 1:17am

Hi Debbie,  It has been quite a while since I have been here to post.  I have read posts at time, but life just seems so lonely at times I don't want to do anything much!  It will be 2 years 6/20/2011 since my Junior passed away . . sometimes it seems like it has been forever!!  Over the last couple of months, one of my high-school classmates introduced me to a friend of hers.  He and I have become great friends.  We can actually laugh and have fun . . most of the time!  Of course, my family tells me that they want me to just be happy!  In one way, I am so glad that neither Junior nor I had natural children.  He had step-children from his prior marriage, most of whom I have not heard from since his funeral.  I have heard from his (step)daughter's adult children, and was included in their Thanksgiving and Christmas festivities this past year.  They have been extremely nice.  Needless to say, my Junior passed away on the birthday of his son-in-law.  I have been invited to a surprise birthday party for him this coming Saturday--I feel that I really need to go, but it is going to be so very hard!!  My Junior died on Saturday morning just before Father's Day.   Please keep me in your prayers this week . . it is going to be a very hard time for me as well as his grandchildren.  Do you happen to live in AL??  Saw the location as Eufaula and know there is a city named that there.  I am in Northeast AL.  Please keep in touch--here or my email is debbier53@hotmail.com.  You are always in my prayers!!  Hugs!!

 

Comment by Deb on June 15, 2011 at 1:17am

Hi Debbie,  It has been quite a while since I have been here to post.  I have read posts at time, but life just seems so lonely at times I don't want to do anything much!  It will be 2 years 6/20/2011 since my Junior passed away . . sometimes it seems like it has been forever!!  Over the last couple of months, one of my high-school classmates introduced me to a friend of hers.  He and I have become great friends.  We can actually laugh and have fun . . most of the time!  Of course, my family tells me that they want me to just be happy!  In one way, I am so glad that neither Junior nor I had natural children.  He had step-children from his prior marriage, most of whom I have not heard from since his funeral.  I have heard from his (step)daughter's adult children, and was included in their Thanksgiving and Christmas festivities this past year.  They have been extremely nice.  Needless to say, my Junior passed away on the birthday of his son-in-law.  I have been invited to a surprise birthday party for him this coming Saturday--I feel that I really need to go, but it is going to be so very hard!!  My Junior died on Saturday morning just before Father's Day.   Please keep me in your prayers this week . . it is going to be a very hard time for me as well as his grandchildren.  Do you happen to live in AL??  Saw the location as Eufaula and know there is a city named that there.  I am in Northeast AL.  Please keep in touch--here or my email is debbier53@hotmail.com.  You are always in my prayers!!  Hugs!!

 

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