I lost my soul mate on April 8, 2016 while he was walking on his lunch break. My daughter bought him a fitbit so that he could get healthy with all of us. He loved it and he beat us on every challenge. The sad part is that she now feels some responsibility for his death. No matter how much you tell her she isn't it stays in her mind. The texting, on meth driver crossed over the road and hit him from behind. He was at the hospital for almost 2 hours before we even found out he had been hit. Although we are told that he was killed instantly part of you can only hope that is the case and that he didn't suffer. I am still in the denial stage and wait for him to walk through the door. I don't know how to go on without him. We met when I was only about 13 years old, he was my first and my last. We have two adult children and 6 grandkids. They were the light of his life. They managed to get him to do things that you never would have imagined him doing. Although we have many pictures and many memories, I miss him terribly.